Doubting Happiness

Sometimes, life dosent give you what you want.You like or love something or someone but you dont get it. Then you begin to doubt yourself. You feel something is wrong with you. Then you begin to crib about what is written for you....about whats your destiny. You feel you are trapped in a long and dark tunnel which never seems to end.

Then one day, something happens.You see a ray of light at the end. You feel a sudden and extreme amount of happiness at one time, that you are not able to cope up with it. Sometimes you are not able to believe it. You feel happy. Everyone around you feel happy. Everything seems to be going just right.

But then again something happens. You start doubting again about the duration of this new found happiness. When someone else tries to take it away from you. You not only feel insecure, but also sometimes get scared....very scared. You get scared about facing the fact that the dark tunnel might begin again. In that feeling, you sometimes being to doubt the authenticity of the happiness.You forget that its better to enjoy the hapiness while it lasts than to keep doubting about it. You may not know how long it will last. Happiness is knowing that somewhere there is someone who only cares for you,someone who will pick you up when you fall, someone who only knows you, and who will hold you when you cry and embrace you when you smile, Happiness is when you know that person is just for you.. In the future, it may or maynot be there with you.
But till whatever time it lasts, you need to make happy memories out of it. Then you can value the true feeling of happiness.

The world without you...

I lie awake on the bed all night.
Thinking about you now out of my sight
Have lost my senses, dunno if this is right.
The world without you seems to be lonely all the time.

The warmth of your hug is all i miss
the smell of your hair, i long for that kiss.
When i just hold your hand, i feel enternal bliss.
The world without you seems to be lonely all the time.



When we walk hand in hand, the road never ends.
Time just stops and in it happiness just blends.
A warm feeling your look always sends.
The world without you seems to be lonely all the time.

I know I have made mistakes and may make even more
but please remember its you and only you I adore
My love for you cannot be described by words galore.
The world without you seems to be lonely all the time.

No matter what happens in the future my dear,
whether you go far away or your are near,
In my heart, yes..you will always be here,
The world without you seems to be lonely all the time.