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wow...
writing here after one whole year !!
no entry for the year 2010 !! ...
its surprising that the writer in me was dead for that much time.
hmmm i wudnt say dead...maybe pre-occupied with other important things perhaps.
well....i guess i shud start writing again.
too many feelings are getting bottled up inside. have to remove them out else i will "implode" !!
But no worries....Sudz is back...
so where do i start. ok let me talk abut 2010. wat an eventful year.
full of laughter,sadness,pain,joy....ahh that that happens every year dosent it.
2010 ...this was the year i had decided to be more serious towards life.
decided to think about my future both personal and professional.
i really dont remember much of the first part of 2010.
Jan to May. things were going on normally on the professional front.
personally life was good. happy. a bits of shocks here and there but somehow things resumed to normal..
but come June... got a chance to achieve something on the professional front atleast.
worked like a donkey from June to October. never ever in my past 4-5 years of infy have i ever slogged so hard.
i guess the pressure of being a team lead got to me.
but somehow i enjoyed spending 15 hours a day in office and they say hardwork pays.
i did get the rewards for the efforts i had put in.
Needed a break which came in Nov. a full month of araam back in doha,qatar. my home.
it was a much needed break on the speed at which my life was zooming.
Got to clear up the mess inside my head on the personal front.
Was ready and not scared to make some bold decisions.
But then in Dec, things didnt go at all my way.
Sometimes in life u have to make spontaneous decisions. Coz if you choose to think too much on it, it might be too late.
The chance the opportunity just goes away. Things which seemes to be attainable suddenly seems to so distant.
Come Dec 31.
Decided not to be outside but just be with family. Just prayed to God for the next year.
HAPPPY NEW YEAR people.
2011.-- I can feel is going to be a very very eventful year for me.
I might buy a bike.
I might complete my long pending certifications.
I might get a new job, better salary.
I might get a house.
I might get married !!
Uff... big plans. Lets see how things turn up.
I never planned my life uptil now. Was letting life take me where it wanted.
But I guess there comes a point in life where you have to decide what you want from life.
That time is now.
And i guess i am ready for that.
God bless me. God bless everyone.
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