Its Wierd...

Its wierd... that feeling.
Like the world around you looses its meaning
Like the very existence seems so demeaning
That feeling when you loose the only thing thats worth to you.

Its wierd... that feeling
Like being tied by hands to something unknown
Like being helpless and in agony, but never making it shown
That feeling when you know you cant have what is right next to you.

Its wierd... that feeling.
Like a stab in the heart, causing unbearable pain
Like a choke in the throat, causing breathing to go insane
That feeling when someone you love is taken away from you.

Its wierd... that feeling
Like wanting something you can never really have
Like trying to change something you never really cant
That feeling when you know you can only watch it go away.

Its wierd... that feeling
Like you enjoy the mental trauma that shows its face
Like you love the suffering from it with grace
That feeling of being high on the things that make you low.

Its wierd... that feeling
Like your heart stops beating in that one special way
Like your mouth keeps shut, when you have so much to say
That feeling when you have a chance, but cannot make a choice

Its wierd... that feeling
Like your life is taking you to a land unknown
Like fate and destiny destroy the plan you have grown
That feeling when everything around you seems to crumble

Its wierd... that feeling
Like you need peace when there is so much turmoil in your head
Like you need to be alone even when at places crowded
That feeling when you just stare at something which is inside you.

Its wierd... that feeling
Like even though your path is lost and have nothing to gain
Like even though hope is crushed and memories remain
That feeling stays for someone special till very last breath

Its wierd... that feeling.