Saturday, October 1, 2011

Till Death Do Us Part


Years have sped by, time has flown.
To forget you, that is what I had sworn.
To wipe off your memories from my heart,
To live on, knowing that we are poles apart.

But often on silent, lonely nights,
When the moon is shining bright,
Your thoughts come stealthing to my mind,
And prod other memories left far behind.

Of times we had, both good and bad
Of tears we shared and fun we had.
But what went wrong, I have no clue,
But as long as it lasted, I know it was true.

With your memories, the mood changes gears
A smile a laughter and lots of tears
Thinking about life together we had seen
Thinking about things which could have been

















You have touched my life in many ways,
I try explaning but just cannot say
Have you moved on? and so should I?
Must I accept the truth, though with a sigh?

I ask to myself will this all be really over
the love we had and the memories we savour
No. comes the answer it never will be
Want to open my heart, the love for you to see

Time heals all wounds, but not this one,
The scar remains, the harm is done.
Memories are to be treasured, or so they say,
Thats why you remain in my heart
to this very day....

Yet i live in hope and I pray and wait.
For you to come back sooner than late.
A silent wish will always live in my heart
To bring us together till death do us part.



Wednesday, September 28, 2011

If I let you go..........

Happened to find this song on a friends profile on Fb and loved it the moment i heard it. The lyrics are touching.

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Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....


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Video URL : http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=7NrQei36fJk

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Re-Union

I have got so many things on my mind.
So many things to tell.
So many things to share.
But i feel words would not make justice to the actual
feelings and emotions of all the people involved.
But I will be writing and i will be writing very soon.

Please be patient.
Me and all you people out there.
We shall have re-union.
and we shall have it soon. Very soon.
Trust me.



This goes out 2 all you special readers.
I just have 1 thing to say.
That love may be 4 letter word.
But it takes 3 words to say it
U dont need a 6th sense to feel it.
Coz it stays with u forever.
and sometimes waiting for it is the best thing to do.

:-)

Coming Soon......

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Teri Kami ---

YET another song which touched my heart the first time i heard it.
Teri Kami by Agaman...
simple lyrics but beautifully sung.....

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teri nazar ka nishana hoke
firta hu me sabse begana hoke
teri ghani zulfe yeh jaane jana
uljhati he mere dil ko rozana
tere na me bhi haan lage
yun na ab tarasaa


teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan
teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan


dekha tujhe to meine yeh jana
tera mera rishta purana
teri adaye lubhati rahee gungunati rahee
mere jaan

tu bas khadi muskuratee rahee
kuch batatee nahi meri jaaan
tere na me bhi haan lage
yun na ab tarasaa
teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan
teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan




tere bina kaise jiyu me
rasta tera takti rahu ab
aaake mujhe sang leja zara
tere na me bhi haan lage
yun na ab tarasaa
teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan
teri kami he...tu kahan
tere liye hu....me yahan

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URL : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwnCBI3ryZ8

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Good Life - by Francis Dunnery

Seldom are songs made which really touch your heart.
I was watching Scrubs, the first season where a certain Dr.Cox is checking out old pics of him and his divorced wife. The song starts playing in the background and he goes into flashback mode. His past. Recollecting all the wonderful moments, the fun they had, the marriage etc etc. and then there is smile on his face.
Then he looks up and sees his junior doctor standing at the door and says to him
"She was never boring". There was a smile on his face. But the pain in his heart was so evident. The lyrics of the song went so well with what had happened between the two. The scene touched my heart so much that i went online searched the whole song, downloaded the mp3, the lyrics.

This song deserves a place on my blog. :-)

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Softly Now,
You owe it to the world
And everyone knows that you're my favourite girl
But there's some things in life that are not meant to be
I'm not meant for you and your not meant for me
Here's to our problems
And here's to our fights
Here's to our achings
And here's to you having a Good life
From Me
Good Life

Softer Now,
You owe it to yourself
And don't think that you will be left on the shelf
Cause there's someone for you and there's someone for me
Like me you'll meet them eventually
Here's to your lover
And here's to my wife
Here's to your children and here's to you having a good life
From Me
Good Life

Baby Baby Baby Baby
Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby Baby

Louder Now,
You've lost all your pain
You're married with children and happy again
And now I'm regretting the move that I made
Fatal mistakes are so easily made
Enough of my problems they only cause fights
Forget that I rang you
And promise you'll have such a
Beautifully happy and painlessly romantic
Good life
From Me
Good Life


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URL : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PuRY44kD2Gk&feature=player_embedded

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011 - Here I Come

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wow...

writing here after one whole year !!
no entry for the year 2010 !! ...
its surprising that the writer in me was dead for that much time.
hmmm i wudnt say dead...maybe pre-occupied with other important things perhaps.

well....i guess i shud start writing again.
too many feelings are getting bottled up inside. have to remove them out else i will "implode" !!


But no worries....Sudz is back...


so where do i start. ok let me talk abut 2010. wat an eventful year.
full of laughter,sadness,pain,joy....ahh that that happens every year dosent it.

2010 ...this was the year i had decided to be more serious towards life.
decided to think about my future both personal and professional.

i really dont remember much of the first part of 2010.
Jan to May. things were going on normally on the professional front.
personally life was good. happy. a bits of shocks here and there but somehow things resumed to normal..

but come June... got a chance to achieve something on the professional front atleast.
worked like a donkey from June to October. never ever in my past 4-5 years of infy have i ever slogged so hard.
i guess the pressure of being a team lead got to me.
but somehow i enjoyed spending 15 hours a day in office and they say hardwork pays.
i did get the rewards for the efforts i had put in.

Needed a break which came in Nov. a full month of araam back in doha,qatar. my home.
it was a much needed break on the speed at which my life was zooming.
Got to clear up the mess inside my head on the personal front.
Was ready and not scared to make some bold decisions.

But then in Dec, things didnt go at all my way.
Sometimes in life u have to make spontaneous decisions. Coz if you choose to think too much on it, it might be too late.
The chance the opportunity just goes away. Things which seemes to be attainable suddenly seems to so distant.
Come Dec 31.
Decided not to be outside but just be with family. Just prayed to God for the next year.

HAPPPY NEW YEAR people.
2011.-- I can feel is going to be a very very eventful year for me.
I might buy a bike.
I might complete my long pending certifications.
I might get a new job, better salary.
I might get a house.
I might get married !!

Uff... big plans. Lets see how things turn up.
I never planned my life uptil now. Was letting life take me where it wanted.
But I guess there comes a point in life where you have to decide what you want from life.
That time is now.
And i guess i am ready for that.
God bless me. God bless everyone.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Tu Jaane Na.....

I havent written anything in a very long time... dunno what wrong... i have so many thoughts in my head but somehow they are not coming out.
Well...with the current stuff going on in my head.... i happened to listen to this song...and somehow i felt i found my medicine to guide me through this night atleast. Lovely song by Atif...touched my heart str8 away...

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Lyrics Song: Tu Jaane Na

Kaise Batayein,Kyu Tujh ko Chahe,Yaara bata na Paaye
Baatein dil o ki, Dekho Jo Baaki, Aankhein tujhe Samjhaye
Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na,Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na

mil ke bhi, Hum na Mile,tumse na jaane Kyu,
Milo ke hai Fansle..Tumse Na jaane kyu,
Anjaane Hai SilSile,Tum Se Na Jaane Kyu,
Sapno hai Palko Tale,Tum Se Na Jaane Kyu,

Nigahon mein dekho, jo hai bas gaya,woh hai milta tumse, hu ba hu..
Jaane teri Aankhein thi, ya baatein thi,Wajah.. hue tum jo,dil ki aarzoo
hum pass ho ke bhi,tum aas ho ke bhi,ehsaas ho ke bhi…apne nahi..
aise hai hum ko gileh..tumse najaane kyu..
meelo ke hai fansletum se na jaane kyu..
tu jaane na..tu jaane na..tu jaane na..ohhjaane na.
jaane na, jaane na tu jaane na..

Khyalon mein laakohn baatein,yu toh keh gaya,bola kuch na tere sahmney..
hue na begaane bhi tum hoke,aur dekho tum mere hi na bane..
afsos hota hai,dil bhi yeh rota hai...Sapne sanjota hoa..pagla hua,
soche yeh..hum the mile tume se na jaane kyu,
meelo ke hai fansle tum se na jaane kyu..
anjaane hai silsile,tumse najaane kyu,
sapne hai palko tale,tumse najaane kyu..

Kaise Batayein,Kyu Tujh ko Chahe,Yaara bata na Paaye
Baatein dil o ki,Dekho Jo Baaki,Aankhein tujhe Samjhaye
Tu Jaane Na,Tu Jaane Na.................