some crap

Why is it so tough to tell the one you love that you do so.
Is it the fear of rejection. Yes guess it is.
Is it the thinking of what the other person may say or do.
Is it the thinking of how the other person may react.

Hmm.. Maybe.

It gets more tough when the other person is your close friend.
You dont want to loose the friendship but also dont want to sacrifice the love .
You are confused. So what do you do.?
Should you tell or not? Well you may end up spoiling the friendship but hey if the friendship is indeed a strong one, there would be no problem.

Sometimes, it is very difficult to understand what the other person is thinking about you.
You may tend to think that the person is having the same feelings as you are, but that may not be the case. So again you think whether to tell or not. Again you think why is love so complicated.

You may talk to all the other people normally but when that one person comes in front of you, your heart stops or misses a beat or it starts beating faster and slower at the same time.
The words just dont come out. You want to say so many things. You want to talk about so many things. But you just cant.

PS: will keep updating this one..with more crap as and when it comes to my mind :)

Contd:

You think of calling the person, talking to the person. But somehow the u are scared to dial the number. You feel, you wonder, you think what to say. You think the topics wont come out.
You know you love the person very much and would love to spend the rest of your life with the person, but what is that thing which scares you. You dont know.

But there is nothing anyone else can do about it. Its upto you and you alone to make it work. Its upto you to overcome the fear and tread the path ahead. And mind you the person on the other side may also be waiting for you to take the initiative. Sometimes the person on the other side dosent want to show that he/she can be easily achievable. Hence they ignore you. Maybe they ignore you because they dont like you. But hey you need to think positive. There is no harm in trying. There is a saying, "So often you loose someone by saying I LOVE YOU. But most often you loose someone by fearing to say so." This is the logic everyone shoould understand.

To be contd. :-)