Thats all I really ask ...

I know its difficult, I know its tough
things lately have gotten pretty rough
wierd you may call it, its very complicated
the love you have for me, is slowly getting outdated

I know together, we were never meant to be
but if it was possible, would you have chosen me
for all love and happiness, I have given to you
would you have spent with me, a life brand new

I think I know the answer, my heart assumes so
you would be with me, everywhere I shall go
for seasons may change, for time may pass
know my love towards you, will only amass

It may sound crazy, but please listen me out
Its you and only you, I really cant live without
ohhh I beg you baby, I have this special request
there is a lot of pain, I want rid off my chest

Please be there for me, please dont ever leave
as long as you need, love I shall surely give
Please do this as a favor, just fill my lifes blanks
for all the things I have done, give a return of thanks

for all the kisses, for all the hugs we shared
for the hands we held, for the souls we bared
for the moments of bliss, for the small little fights
for the love we made, all day throughout nights

for the magic we had, for the bonds we made
for the journeys we did, for the words we said
for the memories created, for the secrets we spoke
for the heart beats we heard, that each little stroke

for the lies we told to the world, the planning done
for the time we stopped and felt we were just one
for the fun we had, for the jokes we shared
for the tears we wiped, for that feeling of being cared

for the shoulder given, to cry out a river
for warming those hands, when they would shiver
for the outings we had, for the home cooked meals
feeding each other, for making some future deals

for the laps we slept on, with the hair we played
for carrying u in my arms from the door till the bed
for promises we made, for the trust we had
for just staring at each other and feeling so glad

I just need you in front of me, and that is true
how much I love you, oh baby you have no clue
in your life ahead, please do sometimes think of me
walk down the memory lane, please do sometimes miss me

I know you want me to leave, for you to move on
I hope you will shed a tear, after I am forever gone
I will wish for your happiness, oh I shall pray
please dont hurt me, by having nothing to say

If you are alone sad, your knees on the ground
just remember I shall be there, will always be around
If you need someone to listen, or just to talk
just remember I shall be there, to go for a walk

just one thing i really really really want to say
in my heart forever baby, you will always stay.
just dont forget all the moments we ever had
just dont forget the guy who loved you so mad

I know that one day, you would be gone forever
maybe you will remember me a little, maybe never
I know its difficult, a really tough asking task
I just need a hug sometimes, thats all I really ask

Thats all I really ask...

yaad bhi aati hogi ?

ek faasla he beech me, dooriyan he satati

mohabbat ki imtehaan, bechaini he jatati

tumhare pyaar me har pal, ban raha hu jogi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

   ek junoon he dil me, mann me deewangi he chayee

zindagi humko firse, kis mod pe leke he aayee

mehfil me jab bhi honge, dhadkan tanhayee sahegi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

jab bhi mile he aapse, tootkar seene se lagaya he

jo kabhi bhi khatm na ho, utna pyaar dikhaya he

dil me jo dard he humare, kya thoda tum bhi logi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

 

jo waqt kabhi humara tha, churaya kisi aur ne

cheenkar yaar ko mere, dil dukhaya kisi aur ne

jab akele honge hum, tab aansu ki nadi bahegi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

hum door he tumse, par fir bhi paas kyoun he
ajnabee banaane chale hume, par khaas kyoun he
khone se humko sada ke liye, kya tum bhi darogi
kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

tu kisi aur ke saath he, yeh seh nahi sakta

bina dekhe tujhko ek din reh bhi nahi sakta

dil me humare, tasveer banke sirf tum hi rahogi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

baaho me bharke tumhe, ek ehsaas alag jo ata he

bayan nahi kar pata use, par tera dil woh jaanta he

zindagi ki ghadi ruk jaye us lamhe me, kya tum ruk paogi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

jab hoti ho tum haskar, gairo ki nigaho me

yaad karte he hum tumko apni hi baaho me

dil ki awaaz hamari, dhyan se kya tum sunogi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

zindagi waqt me kaid he, beet hi jayegi
par guzre lamho ki yadein baar baar ayegi
humne di hui suchi khushi, kya tum kabhi paogi
kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi

hum baithe he yaha, apna dil ka haal sunate

yaad kitna karte he tumko, yeh likhte batate

kya thodi jagah dil me humare liye bhi rakhogi

kya tumko kabhi humari, yaad bhi aati hogi 

kya tumko kabhi humari, thodisi yaad bhi aati hogi.

 

Emptiness... Hollowness...

A brand new person comes into her life

wanting to keep her forever as his wife

the future seems bright, she is stuck in the past

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She walks beside him, gladly holding his hand

a smile on her face, exploring an unknown land

hoping to find a new beginning, a new start

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

He loves her a lot, or so does she think

he tries to be with her, for her every single blink

she hopes to love him too, till death makes them depart

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She fights with herself, her mind to be clear

tries to throw away those, who once were dear

sometimes she wins, but the goodness is lost

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart 
 

He gives her roses, and compliments and gift

when with him, her mood always seems to lift

she assumes she is happy, she does well to act out her part

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She asks herself what it is that she has done

is this the best for her, can it ever be undone

she finds no answers, reality hits her like a dart

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

He hugs her tight, with thoughts full of love

she hugs him back, crying to the heavens above

but she misses that magic touch, it tears her apart

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She feels its different, something pokes her inside

something is missing, something not right by her side

as though she waits for something to kick start

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

A decision has been made, a self chosen choice

one heart has been broken, that has lost its voice

time is the horse pulling her life's cart

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

Each day will pass in trying to forget
the true love once that was trapped in her life's net 
In the lonely nights, memories will rip her apart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

Life will be lived, a future will be laid

wounds will be healed, feelings will be dead

yet happiness is faked, pretending to be smart

an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

A day shall come, when death shall knock

the ship of past memories will return to the mind's dock

Her true love will come to hug her, before his soul shall depart 

no emptiness, no hollowness will then exist inside her heart.

Zindagi...Meri Zindagi...

zindagi kyoun tu mujhe khud se door karti he

paas tere me baar baar firse aata rahunga

maut bhi degi mujhe to woh manzoor hogi

marne se pehle tere hi liye dua karunga

zindagi kyoun tu itni mujhse naraaz he

jab har pal sirf tujhi ko me chahta rahunga

dard bhi tu deti he khushiyon k saath

ishq ki baarish me fir bhi me nahata rahunga

zindagi tujhse kai saare sawal karne he

jawab jinke kabhi me jaan nahi paunga
kya such he, kya jhoot he tere andar

nahi jaanke sirf tere hi nagme gaunga

zindagi me to musafir hu teri naav me

tu jahan bolegi me wahan utar jaunga

paani me doob jaunga fir bhi yaad rakhna

tujhe kabhi bhi dil se bhula nahi paunga

                                           

zindagi tu to woh gulaab he pyaar ka

me to khusbhoo hu, fiza me bikhar jaunga

dil toota he itna andar, zara dhyaan se

chhu lene se kabhi, kahi bhi bikhar jaunga

zindagi humne kitne saare pal bitaye he

kaise un sabko mann se nikal paunga

har ek pal, woh har ek lamha khaas he

aakhri saans tak dil me mehfus rakhunga

zindagi tune fir se hasna mujhe sikhaya

is ke liye tujhe shukriyan kehna chahunga

fir se mohabbat karna, jo tune dikhaya

is karz ko me kabhi chuka nahi paunga

zindagi tu sirf meri he, meri hi rahegi

umr bhar saath tera me nibhaunga

kitne bhi kaate daalegi tu mere raaste me

kadmo me tere, me to phool hi sajaunga

Zindagi...Meri Zindagi....

The Last Dance...

And there she was standing in front again

slightly drenched by a little cold rain

her hair dancing on her beautiful little face

she carries herself with so much grace

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And there she smiles blinding my eyes

followed by a chuckle and cute naughty sighs

she holds my hands and puts it on her waist

her hands around my neck, with a little more jest
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"Lets dance", she says, "till the rain stops"

a sideways movement, with tiny little hops

she climbs on my feet, pretending to be tall

gently kisses my cheeks, looking like a doll

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After a while, she rests her head

on my chest, she makes her bed
the warmth of her body,against my skin

burning me up, completely within

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I hold her tight and kiss her lips

we dont say a word, just move our hips

"I love you" I say, she smiles little shy

"Thank you" , she replies I wonder why

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Sometimes silence says more than thousand words

sets free all of them, as if feelings are birds

we look at each other, not a word we say

to share so many thoughts, we still find a way

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The time gone by flashes in front of the eyes

there is a smile on the face but the heart still cries

memories and moments and all those little things

Ahhh.. destiny will weep, as fate silently sings

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Perhaps this is how love is supposed to be

mutual and quiet and expectation free

just knowing deep inside that it exists and is true

a broken heart is fixed, when love acts like a glue

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I hug her once more, a gentle tight squeeze

her eyes are closed, she is at so much ease

standing at cross-roads, we see our paths separate

she lets go of my hand, feeling little desperate

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The rain now finally comes to a halt

the heaven have cried, its time to depart

"Goodbye" she says, as she walks away

"I will love you always", I reply, "forever this way"

Dil Dhoondta Reh Gaya...

unhone undekha karke rasta badal diya
dil churakar dhadkan ka qatal kar diya
hum tanhayion me dhoondte rahe sahara
aur unhone khudko ko gairo ke hawale kar diya

unke aasuno ko pike, saara dard unka humne le liya

fir bhi tassali na hui, thoda aur dard hume de diya

unko baaho me leke, saara ghum unka humne bhulwaya

fir kyoun chhod diya hume besahara, dil ko aise dukhwaya

itna pyaar kiya unse humne ki

ishq ki aag me khud ko humne jala dala

saath diya har pal unka humne ki

unke liye, apno ko bhi humne bhula dala

takdeer ne daga diya, har baar is tarah

haatho ki lakeer, bikhri si padi he har jagah

khud se khafa rahu, ya rahu unse naraaz

pyaar me unke dil, aisi kaunsi khata kar gaya

mera khuda bhi itna naaraaz he mujhse
ghum ki siyahi se mera nasib likhta reh gaya
unhone bhi dee mujhe aisi pyaar karne ki saza
aansuon me khudke me to doobta reh gaya

seene me dil to he lekin, dhadhkan he nahi

khoya khoya sa rehta hu har pal har jagah

saanse chal rahee he,  par zindagi he nahi

sochta rehta hu door jaane ki kya thi wajah

unhe paakar koi aur, kabhi bhi paa nahi sakega

dil me unke sada ke liye, sirf humara hi naam rahega

meri mohabbat ki takad ka andaza nahi he unko

dil tootkar phir bhi, unke diye hue, zakhmo ko sahega

jab bhi yaad ayenge hum, dil unka bhi royega

aansu peene wala aisa ashiq, phir kahan unhe milega

jab bhi mann unka yaado ke sagar me doobega

kaske baaho me bharne wala, phir kahan unhe milega

shikayat nahi unse, na he unse kuch bhi ruswayee
dosh to zindagi ka he, khushiyan jo meine payee
ghadi ke kaato ko me, dekhta reh gaya bebas hokar
door chalee gayee woh, palat kar fir nahi muskurayee

taare bhi ro padenge judai pare humare,

barsega tab khuda ki aankho se bhi paani

nachegi woh usme apne yaar ke sang jhoomke,

chaand reh jayega us din, bankar sirf ek kahani.

tadpegi woh bhi gumsum si raato me

yaad jab bhi humari aayegi unko

tab bhi dua maangega dil unke liye

khushiyaan humari mil jaye sari unko

kuch adhura sa lagta he, kuch to chhoot raha ho jaise

unke na hone ka dard kitna he, unko samjhau to bhi kaise

ghum ka saya darata he har baar, har jagah mujhe

andhere se mehfus dil, ro raha he futkar kahi jaise

ab kaunsi raah pe chalega toota dil mera
gumraah jab usko, manzil ne khud kar diya
jahan hoga sannata aur tanhayee ka basera
apne aap ko wahan, dil dhoondta reh gaya...

dil dhoondta reh gaya ...

Alvida...

Sometimes...some songs just touch that portion of the heart which is the most sensitive one. So many memories just come flooding to the brain by just listening to the song. Pain, anger, frustration, betrayal, desperation, all the good times, all the bad times, all at once.

Heard one such song and felt that whoever has written this song must have definitely felt the pain of separation, that pain of betrayal. Each and every line is so meaningful, so heart touching. As if trying to convey to some person how much pain has been caused and how much he is suffering. And the way KK has sung it putting his whole soul in it is absolutely fabulous.

The song has a great tempo too, starts slowly and quietly as if trying to ask someone "kyoun?" and then it picks up such a pace and lyrics as if trying to say "ab dekhna kya hota he".

I am sure all those who have felt heartbreaks will love screaming out this song loudly.
Surely a "HEARTFELT" song. Must Listen .... NJOY !!

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Chupke se kahin, Dheeme paao se
Jane kis tarah Kis Ghadi
Aaghe badh gaye Humse raahon mein
Per tum to abhi the yahin
Kuch bhi na suna
Kab ka tha gila
Kaise keh diya Alvida

Jinke darmiyan Guzri thi abhi
Kal tak yeh meri Zindagi
Lo unn baahon ko Thandhi chao ko
Humbhi kar chale Alvida
Alvida Alvida
Meri raahein alvida
Meri saansein kehti hai Alvida
Alvida alvida Abb kehna aur kya
Jab tune keh diya Alvida

Sunle bekhabar yun, aankhein pher kar
Aaj tu chali ja .....Doondhegi Nazar
Humko hi magar Har jagah
Aise raaton mein
Leke karwate yaad humein karna
Aur phir haarkar
Kehna kyun magar
Keh diyaaaa
Alvida Alvida Koi poche to zara
Kya socha aur kaha alvida
alvida alvida abb kehna aur kya
Jab tune keh diya Alvida


Hum the diljale Phir bhi dil kahe
Kash mere saang aaj hote tum agar
Hoti har dagar gulsitaa
Tumse hai khafa hum naraaz hai
Dil hai pareshaaan
Socha na zara tune kyon bhala
Keh diya
Alvida Alvida Koi poche to zara
Kya socha aur kaha alvida
alvida alvida abb kehna aur kya
Jab tune keh diya Alvida

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vs59WX9vjmE

pyaar ki daastan...

ek tute dil ki awaaz he yeh,
dard se bhari muskaan he yeh,
aansu poch kar fir se jo ro de,
ek anokhi pyaar ki daastan he yeh.

us tute dil ko dekhkar, door se,
aate he sab dawa lekar,
maangte he dua, karte he marammat,
jodte he tukdo ko, mohabbat dekar.

dete he pal, khushiyon bhare,
rehte he sang, humsufar bankar,
pakadte he haath, zor se kaskar,
baahon me bharke, gale se lagkar.

pyaar ki kashti, behti rehti he,
unke hi saanso ke zor par,
zindagi haseen ban jaati he,
rehti he seene me woh, dhadkan bankar.

par shayad nasib ko, yeh manjoor nahi,

dil khush ho kisika itna, yakeen nahi,

dekh nahi pata is dil ko sukoon me woh,

badal deta he rukh, woh jo dikhta nahi.

kya maza ata he use isme wohi jaane,

kya saza he yeh bhi jaanta nahi,

zindagi dene wala kyoun karta he yeh,

kyun khelta he dil se aise, pata nahi.

bhejta he koi shaqs, ajnabee bankar,

nazar jaan pe mere daalkar,

kehta he do labz, woh ishq ke churakar,

door le jaane ki use, zid pakadkar.

fir ata he tufaan, andheri raat me,

jalta he dil fir se, nafrat ki aag me

aankh se khoon ki nadi he behti,

murjhata he dil ka phool, fir bheed bhari baag me.

le jata he use gairo ki baaho me,

saari kasmo ko aise todkar,

yaad bankar dhadkan mar jaati he,

dil hota he akela firse us modpar.

kya farak padta he use, haath ko chodkar,

kya ansu ata he use, rooh ko nochkar,

us ehsaas ka gala, ghut jata he,

woh jo kabhi raha tha zindagi bankar.

fir se basahara dil, cheekhta rehta he,

raato me akela, usika naam lekar,

fir se zindagi se haarta he bechara,

kya kami reh gayee pyaar me poochkar.

agar itna pyaar karne par bhi,

door jaata he dil todne wala,

pyaar ka bharosa kaise karega dil,

fir se ayega koi jab ise jodne wala.

ek tute dil ki awaaz he yeh,

dard se bhari muskaan he yeh,

aansu poch kar fir se jo ro de,

ek anokhi pyaar ki daastan he yeh.