Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Emptiness... Hollowness...

A brand new person comes into her life
wanting to keep her forever as his wife
the future seems bright, she is stuck in the past
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She walks beside him, gladly holding his hand
a smile on her face, exploring an unknown land
hoping to find a new beginning, a new start
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

He loves her a lot, or so does she think
he tries to be with her, for her every single blink
she hopes to love him too, till death makes them depart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She fights with herself, her mind to be clear
tries to throw away those, who once were dear
sometimes she wins, but the goodness is lost
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart 
 
He gives her roses, and compliments and gift
when with him, her mood always seems to lift
she assumes she is happy, she does well to act out her part
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She asks herself what it is that she has done
is this the best for her, can it ever be undone
she finds no answers, reality hits her like a dart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart


He hugs her tight, with thoughts full of love
she hugs him back, crying to the heavens above
but she misses that magic touch, it tears her apart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

She feels its different, something pokes her inside
something is missing, something not right by her side
as though she waits for something to kick start
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

A decision has been made, a self chosen choice
one heart has been broken, that has lost its voice
time is the horse pulling her life's cart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

Each day will pass in trying to forget
the true love once that was trapped in her life's net 
In the lonely nights, memories will rip her apart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

Life will be lived, a future will be laid
wounds will be healed, feelings will be dead
yet happiness is faked, pretending to be smart
an emptiness, a hollowness exists inside her heart

A day shall come, when death shall knock
the ship of past memories will return to the mind's dock
Her true love will come to hug her, before his soul shall depart 
no emptiness, no hollowness will then exist inside her heart.